Contemplating Life.

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02:41, 30 August 2008 .. 0 comments .. Link

less than only a week and holidays have been a tough one for me. juggling between ka-chings (work) , school, family, cca requires good time management skills and im sad to say im really poor at it.

i feel that holidays now is a torture.
i have nth much to look forward for.
i feel relatively empty.
it feels like a suddenly motion stop of the flow.
i feel that my circle is shrinking...

right now, i feel guilty for letting certain people down, especially my peers in baracuda batucada..

baracuda batucada, not just a name for show.
its more than a cca, its more than just friends.
its a bond.
its a four letter word with a thousand meanings.

i can still vividly recall all those gd times and bad times we went thru tgt.
those gruelling practises.
those scoldings from the seniors.
those sweat which contains the meaning of achievements.
those rewarding performances are the results of our hard work.

my yr1 days have been most fruitful in baracuda, where nth else matters more than music and the peers. we played we sweat we smiled. we became good friends and often care for each other.

but now, i find myself drifting further n further apart from the bond, which is really saddening. partly i guess its my fault for not putting in enough effort =[

i look forward to the upcoming practises that i can attend.
i cant wait for my work assignment to end.

urgent

10:10, 27 August 2008 .. 0 comments .. Link

i need tonnes of this....

URGENT!

crippled.

08:34, 25 August 2008 .. 0 comments .. Link

if only i could read your mind,
just like how u did to me.
wouldn't it be wonderful??

the fact that i couldn't see u is ripping me apart.
i worry for everything about you.
your meals,
your mood,
your well-being,
i'm worried for you not getting the best for yourself.

or am i just being too paranoid???

i miss u terribly :)

and that was farewell.

10:21, 24 August 2008 .. 0 comments .. Link

seems like its the last time darl n i meet up together before her work starts. i still think that im more suitable for her job =]
none the less, jia you darling.
its only 20 days... and u shall have all the *ka-chings* for shopping.

anyway, fireworks was great! really really really great.
and the fact that is was raining makes the whole event meaningful.
because it was a lil' foggy and the cameras couldnt take a gd picture of it, so watching it live was FANTASTIC!

we had dinner (pizzas) at a simple cafe.

FIREWORKS!
i was so glad i was there, to see it with my very own eyes =]

and guess who did i see there??

tsktsk..
anw...
many people came just for the fireworks, like we did =X

we got caught in the carpark for abt an hour, just to get out.
=[

and darling's popping bubbles and had forgotten all about me.

see see???
and i gt pissed.

.....................

and we are happycouple.com.sg... =S

happy day
=]

blessed.

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i guess i've been living in oblivious-ity for too long.
when i woke up, i find life around me = total nightmare.
how now?? MOOO~

finally...

12:32, 23 August 2008 .. 0 comments .. Link

finally the tests are gone.
finally the intensive studying are gone.
and finally,
i can spend more time with the ones i love.

=]

*throws AS outta window*
*throws AMP2 outta window*
*throws TF2 outta window*
*throws AL outta window*
*throws EM3B outta window*
*throws MF outta window*

okay. and so the ATFkers went to chill after the grueling paper.
i was so out of my mind that i spent the first hour doing EVERYTHING WRONGLY, hows that?
i panicked and NEARLY pee-d in my pants!!! (p.s. TF has been a killer for trey since sem1)
however, i managed to grab a hold of myself and re-did the whole paper with a so-called-calm mind. and everything went back to normal.

verdict : can pass =]
....

ok back to where i was saying... the ATFkers went to ATHUB and chill~
*super no life*
okay its for the study trip;
5 star resort,
big fish big meat,
shopping,
flying,
ATFkers,
no girls.

6 huge incentives to look forward to..
and now im trying to cheat the sch's money again =X

after the admin stuffs, we WANTED to go to changi airport BADLY.
food
drink
slack
=]

but we ended up in IMM for subway =S
but still a nice meal with *MOOCHIIII* and her boyfriend.

and then we went to brewerkz for a nice drink.
no one got drunk and we went back as happy men.
=]

and now, everyone's starting work and im slacking at hm =[
i need cash too, alright?
but i cant get anywork..... saded.. okay mainly i was being too picky =S
right now, its the holidays and everyone just wants a piece of me, especially my parents. seems like they want to bind me down and not let me get my CLASS 2A =[

well well.... enough of the whines.
im going to have a movie date with darling, a movie abt cars! *shiok*
followed by FIREWORKSSSSSSSSS